Proud.

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I’ve heard a few photographers talk about the concept of dwelling on what they believe is their best work. About a year ago I shot a photo that I call “Self”. It’s an image of a Great Blue Heron that I shot in Zion at a spot that I call Heron Bend on the Virgin River. To me, that image defines the individuality, adaptation, and lonesome state that the Great Blue Heron represents; while personifying my bad mental state at the time. That image held onto my mind for a long time, and I never believed I would take an image that made me as happy and proud of myself as that one did.

It was a below freezing day, so I decided to take the hike along Taylor Creek in search of ice formations. The creek was frozen over and I don’t own crampons, so the going was slow and slippery. At various points along the creek I would stop and focus in on the elegance of ice. It’s almost as if nature is stopping time long enough for someone to pass by and notice the graceful frozen movement. I made my way further into the frigid canyon, and eventually the ice simply stopped. The creek began to look much like it did in summer or fall the higher I went. The creek’s nature was opposite to what I would’ve guessed in terms of elevation. I turned around and saw that the reflected light from the sandstone walls was also fading. I passed a bend on the journey back and noticed on the creek about 20 feet down was this stunning scene. To me, the scene resembled a small but vast canyon of ice carved and formed by what created it. I utilized a sculpture of ice in the lower right to help anchor the abstraction, but truly the reflected light did all the work for me. Warm tones from the sandstone and cool tones from the blue sky clashed against the brilliance of the shimmering ice, and all I had to do was frame up and hit the shutter. A lovely moment where, much like ice, time seemed to freeze.

I’m terrible at shooting good light. It’s one of my many failings in photography. I love reflected light more than anything, but I constantly fail at shooting even that. I rely on conditions and luck to inspire and motivate me. Photography is a tough learning process, but it’s always worth the experience of beautiful moments in nature.

Signature.

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Some places leave such an impression, it’s hard to imagine who I’d be without them. I had the day off and got an early start up SR-14 to take the long way to Zion. I knew the light in Zion was going to be hit and miss until the later afternoon when the cloud would clear up, so I took my time. I enjoyed a sunrise atop the frigid Markagunt Plateau, continued through the atmospheric conditions around Highway 89, and eventually landed in Zion’s east side. The cloud was thick overhead but that allowed ice that would normally melt, due to direct morning sunlight, to be present. I shot a small scene of scattered maple leaves, but I ultimately felt indifferent about the moment. I continued to scour the washes of the east side until the clear day was dominant. The tricky part of finding ice is knowing what areas are heavily shadowed, yet still experience hot enough temperatures for melt. I stumbled upon this scene of interesting movement. A single maple leaf suspended in ice that seemed to carve its own path much like a signature; the east side signing its own beautiful work.

Better.

Distance.

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There’s something unique about a spring morning in Zion’s main canyon. It’s a rare thing to experience by convenience of a car this time of year, but those are the times we live in at this moment and for a good reason. The season brings not only a change to the surroundings, but also to the atmosphere. The symphony of bird melodies almost outweighs the roar of the melt rushing down the Virgin. A soft light glows through the low cloud caressing the cliffs and peaks as the canyon wakes up for the day. I went to my usual spot at heron bend looking for my friend. The heron was probably off getting busy in this mating season, but other feather friends bounced between the cottonwoods. A pair of flickers grew increasingly interested in me. They would quickly ascend and just as quickly descend the bark either looking for a home or a meal. I snagged a quick shot of one perched on a cottonwood dotted with lichen, posed against a rosy pink sandstone wall. The hazy sunlight backlit its feathers and summed up a simple moment to remember a beautiful quiet morning.

Parallels.

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Photography is a beautiful practice because sometimes I only have a vague knowledge what I’m shooting. The abstract nature of a subject can mesmerize with textures and color, and all I can do is gravitate to it and search for a composition. Some subjects draw parallels to each other either in oddly comparable contrasts, similarities to other phenomena in nature, or in what subjects can represent.

Support.

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I shot this scene this past Wednesday. The day was beautifully clear until some hazy high altitude cloud moved in late afternoon. I decided I’d hit up Zion’s east side in search of intricate dried mud throughout the slots and washes. I made my way to a slot that retains water the longest in hopes of fresh mud to work with. I was surprised to arrive to water in the slots as if it rained recently, but I don’t believe that Zion has seen rain in weeks. I pushed on hoping the slots were dry enough to move through, but soon my boots became cocooned in heavy wet mud.

Imagined.

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This is a photo I’ve wanted for some time. For me, a lot of photography is based on capturing natural moments whenever I happen to notice them, but occasionally I obsess on a certain subject and have to wait for the right moment to shoot it. Every time I drove through Zion’s main canyon, I’d look up to this pine tree full of character teetering on the edge of a sandstone wall. On a clear day, an even higher sandstone wall in the background extends upwards behind the pine which muddles the isolation of the tree and makes the scene fall flat. Each time I’d imagine the ideal conditions, and each time the current conditions were inadequate. Finally, on a drizzly spring day the conditions were perfect. Low cloud grazed the top of the cliffs giving an ethereal mood which isolated the pine, and the rain allowed for gorgeous saturated warm tones in the sandstone. A touch of interest was added by a small waterfall cascading down the wall, and all in all it added up to the scene that I had imagined.

Lit.

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Las Vegas is an underestimated place when it comes to the outdoors. Often people reduce the city to the lights, the gambling, and the soul that it lacks; but the outdoors are all around. Valley of Fire is less than an hour up the I-15, and vast mountain ranges intermixed with calming deserts border the chaos of Vegas. One place in particular is the Black Mountain Trail right outside Henderson to the southeast. A brutal incline up dark lava rock while the haunting Joshua trees watch over characterize the trail. I've never actually done the hike in full, but it instantly became a favorite for me. Each trudge up brought me about halfway where I would turn around and see this powerful view.

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On this day in particular I saw a healthy amount of hazy high cloud painted across the sky to the west. I knew if I just waited a few hours until sunset, the sky would light up and show the true hidden beauty of the Las Vegas area. I set up a simple composition of a small Joshua tree isolated among the short brush. Rolling hills of lava rock smacked right into a distant range of peaks, and sure enough the sky lit up. To me, the moment perfectly defined what I see in the area around Vegas. When a place is reduced to its superficial look is when the most potential is hidden in plain sight. 

Practice.

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To me, photography is about exploring around for a compelling composition, capturing a moment in nature, and appreciating the outdoors more than anything else. I struggle with capturing good light and inclement weather conditions, but practice and getting out more will hopefully remedy that in time. I’ll always be learning, because photography is both subjective and impossible to master. The important thing is to not get discouraged, and just go shoot. Luckily, Zion is a photographer’s playground during mid-day hours on a clear day. The way the light reflects of the massive sandstone walls, and casts through the canyon makes for images you can’t quite capture anywhere else.

I had the day off, and my mind was craving a full day in Zion. Nature is a good therapist for me. Prior to finding this scene I sat for about 3 hours watching and photographing trad climbers scale a nearby canyon wall. Trad climbing is a skill I’d love to learn. I watched as the climbers underwent the intense mental and physical challenge, and could only imagine the natural high they’d get as they reached the top. Eventually, I stopped off at a viewpoint and stumbled upon this scene as I actually stumbled down the hill almost hitting this cactus. I enjoyed how the scene was filled with all the elements of a desert. It was a warm, fleeting moment of light surrounded by the rest of the canyon in cold darkness. After finishing this scene I headed into the east side washes, and made another attempt at a sunset composition. I failed to capture the sunset shot again, but that’s okay. It’ll be more practice for another day in the near future. 

The red leaves lost a bit of vibrancy, but I loved how the cracks in the mud caught the fallen leaves. I framed up a 4x5 vertical and found a semblance of a main subject in the mass of color. The light that day was ideal, and I simply waited until just reflected light filled the scene. This scene took many attempts, but I’m glad I didn’t give up on it. A simple image of what anchored me in summer, and what challenged me in fall.

Return.

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I captured this scene yesterday. The day was mostly clear with some clouds dotting the sky here and there. I wasn’t too sure what I wanted to accomplish photography wise, and in turn that affected how I felt mentally. I thought maybe a sunset shot somewhere, but I knew I needed a break from Zion. I decided that I needed some dunes in the hope of shooting something simple, or maybe something with contrast to help my mind. 

Environment.

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I biked into Zion early on a clear morning when I wasn’t expecting much, but my eyes were open for anything. Fall color was fading quick, and I knew I wanted to do my usual walking route between Big Bend and Temple of Sinawava in search of remaining color. Upon arriving to the quiet Bend I looked up and noticed a dark blot high up on the cliffs of sandstone. I framed up my long lens and I soon knew exactly what was looking at. 1K is the new condor fledgling that is a first for Zion after a few unfortunate nesting tragedies in the past years. I’ve watched this condor grow over the past few months and even witnessed its supposed first flight. 1K is already a behemoth with a 10 foot wingspan, and I overheard it has even surpassed its parents in size. The young condor was bathed in reflected light from the wall to the west, and cool tones from the clear sky above. But the most important thing to me was the environment surrounding 1K. The sandstone plinth that the condor was perched on had a lovely texture dotted with lichen. The wall behind was covered in desert varnish and had a gorgeous half arch that framed 1K beautifully.

Special.

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I’ve only been practicing photography for a couple years. In that time I’ve always assumed that subjects, composition, and conditions outweighed the importance of light. In some cases that can still be true for me, but even the littlest amount of light can make a scene truly special. This image spans across two days. In areas of Zion’s east side, patches of ice can be found tucked between the boulders of the washes in the winter months. Those patches tend to fade as more of the water and ice seeps into the sand or simply melts and evaporates on a hotter day. I arrived to a section of the main wash on a chilly day that has the more rare attribute of a pool at a certain bend. The pool was fairly iced over, and the intricacies in the ice patterns were supported by delicate fallen leaves here and there. One leaf in particular caught my eye, a golden oak that bent upwards from the center as the tip and stem were fused into the ice. I sat at that pool for a few hours trying to find the best composition, and eventually found exactly what I wanted. It was such a beautiful scene, I knew that I had to make sure that I got it right before it all vanished.

Counter.

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This is my first, and might just be my last, image of the Zion glow in The Narrows. The glow is the result of direct sunlight bouncing off the sandstone into the dark bends below, creating an ethereal warm light. Wading through Virgin started at 8am. The next 2 1/2 hours were spent on a linear path as the current pushed against me, and the boulders beneath the water grew increasingly more slippery. Like many visits before, I had a blast hiking the popular trail. Unlike those many prior visits though, this time I was looking for compositions. I hit a stopping point before the backcountry where my hip waders were simply not tall enough to keep out the high waters. I turned around, and at about 10:45am I ran into this bend where the warm glow lit up the walls further down canyon. I framed up, set my simple composition, and pressed the shutter. Not necessarily a gift-wrapped scene, but rather knowing exactly what the gift is with no surprise.

Cycles.

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The day was warm and crystal clear. It was a much needed day off, as my mental health has been extra shot lately. I took the long way around to the east side of Zion. I stopped at River Rock for coffee and editing then headed east on SR-59 to 89 via the Coral Pink Sand Dunes backway. The east side is so beautifully quiet at the moment with the SR-9 switchback closure. Passing cars are more of a rarity, the wildlife are relaxed and more present throughout the washes and highlands, the silence is deafening.

Relation.

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The day was crystal clear and hot in Zion. I wanted to keep the day simple by putting more of a focus on wildlife, but my eyes were glued to the slots. In the past few weeks there have been scattered storms over the east side of Zion. Normally these slots are fairly inaccessible for days after a good amount of rain. Luckily, the scorching clear days dried up the slots quickly and made for some gorgeous cracked mud. I made my way into a slot that I’ve shot many compositions around, and this time it was transformed. The entire floor was covered with a delicate yet rough texture bathed in warm reflected light bouncing off the sandstone walls.

Isolation.

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It was a cold, almost wintry day across Southern Utah which is a little strange for the middle of May. I decided to head up Cedar Canyon into the mountains in hopes for some fog or a whiteout. I passed this tree in a meadow near Cedar Breaks that I’ve had my eye on for a few months now. The reason I couldn’t get to this tree until now was due to the massive snow banks on either side of the road throughout the winter into early spring. The banks can easily reach over 10 feet on SR-14 and pullouts are rarely plowed until later in the season due to snow drifts. Access to subjects in this area during inclement weather is slim to none, but luckily the banks were low enough that day to park and explore. 

Drawn.

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Some subjects don’t reveal themselves immediately, but often show a glimpse of future potential. I visited a corridor of the main wash in Zion’s east side that struggled with fall color this year, but tends to offer more intimacy. The area of the wash is dominated by maples and towering pines with walls of weaving sandstone. The feeling between the walls is cozy and welcoming, and often bighorn and hawks find shelter in this area. On a prior visit to the area, I was drawn to a large slab of stone that has a unique cool tone that compliments its stunning texture among the landscape of warm tones. I took record shots that day, but I knew it required more of a main subject to anchor the abstraction. Upon this later visit, I found that some fallen leaves had also found shelter on a shelf protruding from the slab. A single golden elm leaf surrounded by rusty oak leaves. The wind was blustery that day so I knew the scene could disappear any second. As expected after a few initial shots, one of the oak leaves fell from the shelf but caught in the nook slightly below. Another moment of nature frozen in time just long enough for me to capture. 

Infection.

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My time living in Washington D.C. wasn't completely void of photography, this photo was actually one of the most taxing photos I've ever shot. I remember the day was ridiculously windy to the point where I was getting blown off my feet. I took the train at rush hour down to the Capitol and found myself searching for a composition. I thought I'd give a close up shot a try but once I started extending my tripod, security surrounded me quick. About to call it quits, I headed down a set of stairs and turned around to find a scene full of powerful leading lines. Concrete, granite, light fixtures, and most importantly a gnarled vine-like plant curving into the building. With the wind still howling, the sky started to light up in a rather menacing orange causing everything to have a warm glow, and tying the whole feeling of the scene together.

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To me, the vines represented an infection crawling inward and contaminating the government (much like this current administration has). It felt too on the nose to pass up, and in the end I quite enjoy this little divergence from my more natural form of photography. My time living in D.C. felt like much of an infection in my mind as well. I'm glad that I was able to escape the unhealthy way of living and lack of a life in general. For now the natural scenes are what I try my best to focus on, but it's important to remember how you started out.

Unassuming.

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I’m terrible at planning photos. That’s probably why I’m awful at shooting sunrise and sunset, and why I’m often drawn to places like Zion that shine during the middle of the day on a crystal clear day. It’s a combination of a lack of skill and motivation on my part, but I tend to enjoy subjects that are often hidden in plain sight that don’t necessarily require decent light. Zion is a goldmine for subjects like this, and is a helpful place for photographers like me trying to practice and learn.

Follow.

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The day was moody and stormy in the mountains, and my mental state was rocky in the morning. I felt I needed to just take a drive and decompress. I passed Duck Creek and spotted the Night Heron from the side of the road. When the weather moves in, wildlife tend to be more present. I’m not sure if the dark, dreary landscape emphasizes their presence, or if they stay low to avoid the conditions. I parked and carefully moved in on the spot where I saw heron, but from about 50 feet away the heron spotted me and took off to the west. I decided to follow it by staying close to the creek. Unfortunately, I didn’t have the advantage of the road elevation to help spot it. Any time I got within its range of sight, the shy heron flew to a further bend down the creek. 

Movement.

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The weather was a mix of heavy rain and snow with persistent low cloud across Zion. I started my day in the main canyon, but soon payed for that mistake. The shuttle system is already rough for photography, but it’s worse in heavy rain. I took my soaking wet self back to Canyon Junction, hopped in the car, and made my way up to the east side. The initial snow of the higher elevations soon turned into lighter rain with partly cloudy skies. It was a pleasant shift of conditions that made the east side a little more calm.

Something.

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Kolob Canyons is a unique place that’s difficult to photograph. The landscape is reminiscent of a mixture of Zion’s main canyon and east side, but something all its own. The short scenic drive gives a superficial view of what’s possible through exploration. For a few months now I’ve visited a smaller canyon about 10 times, and each time I’ve failed to come away with anything. To me, the hike into the smaller canyon is the most quintessential Southern Utah hike. The southwestern landscape soon turns into a rather cozy atmosphere between pink sandstone walls. This year, fall color in Kolob was strange. The lower elevations saw fall color first and the higher spots in the back of the canyons seemed to fade without much color at all. I took yet another hike into the smaller canyon way past peak color just to enjoy nature and look around. At the crest of the hike the trail dips down into a meadow area before leveling out for the rest of the hike. The golden tall grass of the meadow drew me in and caused me to look upwards to the stands of maples near the north wall. The maples had such vibrant color, but we’re on their last legs. As if they were all that was left of fall color in Kolob.

Time.

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The day was mostly cloudy with on and off snow, and occasional sun. My mind was doing okay throughout the day. I think even the idea of getting outside helps me mentally. I initially tried to head up Cedar Canyon into the Ashdown Gorge Area to catch some snowy conditions, but I felt so uninspired to do photography. I think it might be because I just don’t find the mountains nearest me beautiful in the winter. So I headed right down the road to Zion, my second home. I was walking through a wash on the east side that I know well. The smell of pine is so potent throughout this wash, it calms me down so much to just walk, breathe in the pine, and listen to the ice crack below my feet. 

Surprises.

Help.

Transparency.

It was a strange day in terms of weather as well as my mental health. I initially shot rainy conditions in Zion’s east side, but eventually moved on to the snowy passes near Cedar Breaks in search of satisfaction. That was the thing, I left Zion that day unsatisfied. I shot three compositions that I’ve shot before, just this time in different conditions. I felt something from that outing that I hadn’t experienced before, and that held onto my mind for days afterwards. Almost like an irrational, premature defeat even though I went outdoors that day and came away with something.

Subject.

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When setting up a composition my mantra is: “everything can be beautiful, but not everything that can be beautiful has a composition”. It’s something I recite in my mind mainly to help me get through those moments when subjects soar, but every composition seems to fall flat for me. Now this scene truly is a mess, and normally I’d walk on by muttering my mantra allowing it to leave my memory. Unfortunately, the rarity of this subject and what it seemed to represent was too powerful to pass up. I took my usual hike into a small side canyon in Kolob on a warm clear day. Spring seemed to be starting it’s initial steps in the small canyon as bees, buds, and blooms dotted the landscape. Along the hike I noticed a small cliff hung over what appeared to be a modest maple hiding in a dark nook. What got my attention at first was a bright contrast out of the corner of eye. I moved in closer to investigate and found a unbelievable work of nature.

Joy.

The day was rainy with persistent low cloud, and my mental health was struggling for the day mainly because I was craving sun. The weather report for the first few days of the week called for snowy conditions in Zion. Even though my mind wanted sun, I couldn’t resist shooting the conditions. I arrived to rain and low cloud throughout the park. The higher elevations were dusted with snow which contrasted beautifully with the wet sandstone of the lower elevations. I decided I would drive the length of the main canyon and keep my eye out for compositions

Diva.

I rarely talk about the photos I take. Most people enjoy a picture, but I think some people enjoy a story. While it’s definitely not a groundbreaking story, I think context surrounding photos can be calming and nice. It’s something I want to do more of.

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It was a clear day, and I drove up and down the main canyon chasing a composition of side light casting on a cottonwood tree with a background of sandstone in shadow. I kept missing the light because it moves so fast in the canyon, and I don’t know Zion well enough. I decided to park the car and head across the river for potentially a more intimate scene, and as I crossed, a small herd of deer popped up their heads to see what’s going on. The wildlife in Zion is comfortable with human traffic for the most part, and they live their lives among the popular hikes and sights. I walked with them as they made their way deeper into the canyon, and finally snapped a shot of one that loved to pose for the camera.

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This is not the image I went to Zion for that day, yet this image speaks for the experience of photography rather than the final image to me. The experience is what matters, and I wouldn’t have experienced that moment if it wasn’t for the excuse of being out which is the camera. An image I’m happy with is really just a bonus.

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Spark.

Re-focus.

It was a clear, cold day in Zion. My mind was doing okay for the most part, but for the past week I feel as if I was stuck in a photography rut. I’ve been going out regularly trying to capture the snowy conditions in Zion and the mountains closest to my home, but ultimately I failed at producing images I was happy with. While the point of what I do is to appreciate moments in nature and practice photography, it’s still difficult to deal with consistent disappointment in myself and the images I’m taking.

Carving: Intention

The day had what seemed like a perpetual storm over the east side of Zion. I decided to head into the park and keep my eye out for waterfalls and saturated rock while checking on compositions I’ve shot in the past. Ever since I printed my series on this past winter in Zion, there was one image that didn’t fit with the rest. “Carving” was the title of that image, and it focused on how Zion was becoming a habit for me, and how I couldn’t seem to get enough of Zion’s beauty and natural calming powers on me. It’s my mental happy place. “Carving” fell short on the series’ intention of intimate scenes in conditions that don’t always exist. This image is the same composition as “Carving” just this time with saturated rock to help emphasize the sweeping line of sandstone leading into the weathered pine. The fact that every time I come to Zion I’m carving out a simple moment for myself; much like how Zion was carved by simple things like water, ice, and wind.

Mirror.

The day was fairly cloudy across Southern Utah, and my mental health was suffering quite a bit. I decided to head up Cedar Canyon into the mountains closest to home in order to chase the snowy conditions. I took the Mammoth Creek back way into the last portion of Cedar Breaks and beginning of Brian Head. On the drive I came across some pronghorn which are such a stunning animal. Uniquely curved horns, stark colors and patterns to their fur that contrasts nicely to the dark forests of the area, and of course their adorable little heart shaped butts. It was nice to spend time with them, and watch them live their lives.

Ordinary.

Moments.

I remember the day was gorgeous, warm, and clear. The east side of park was quiet because the switchbacks of SR-9 were still closed. That day was a day where I moseyed through some washes and slots checking in on the spring bloom, and enjoying the peace. Eventually, I ran into a small group of 3 bighorn and I spent most of the time with the lamb. It was a moment of silence where time seemed to stand still.

Embrace.

It took me a while to feel alright with this photo. My hesitation might stem from the unbelievably perfect conditions I was given, and me simply snapshotting everything that looked beautiful. I headed up Cedar Canyon to the Bristlecone Pine Trail. The area was enveloped in a thick frost and surrounded in fog. Almost as if it was a completely different planet. My tripod had froze due to my own fault of not taking the best care of it, so it was handheld shooting for me. Luckily, snow is bright so shorter shutter speeds were possible and a tripod wasn’t completely necessary.

Layers.

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I’ve had my eye on this subject for some time. This obvious little tree stands in a small concealed nook in Zion’s east side just a short walk from the road. After watching this tree through the seasons, it was difficult to determine what conditions would let this subject shine. Nothing about the scene seemed to allow the tree to stand out, so it slowly started to leave my mind with only the occasional glance from time to time. One snowy day I decided to focus on the higher elevations of the east side because spring was fast approaching. I wanted to find one last composition that would finish off the wintry conditions in the Zion area. I drove back and forth along the road keeping my eye out for anything, and sure enough this bookmarked subject seemed to fit what I was looking for.

Emulate. 

Guidelines.

Essential.

The day had a lot of high cloud, but light did poke through occasionally. I had lunch and coffee at a bend in the river near the Temple of Sinawava, and took time to relax my mind. I wasn’t too sure what I wanted to accomplish photography wise for the day, but I knew I at least wanted to wade through the river in search of wildlife. I made my way closer to the entrance of The Narrows, but with no real intent to enter. I’ve never done The Narrows in winter, and I thought my simple hip waders probably wouldn’t do the trick. Visitors hiking The Narrows in the winter are usually outfitted in neon waterproof jumpsuits, a bandolier of lights, and an iconic wooden walking stick. Despite my seemingly underprepared self, I still felt compelled to head in.

Transform.

The day was partly cloudy over Zion with long periods of direct sunlight. I headed to the east side looking for something new and different. After a bit of lunch and coffee, I hit up an east side highland area I’ve never explored. I call them highlands because; the areas usually gain elevation quickly, the walls are generally less steep making reflected light on opposite walls almost non-existent, and they tend to be chaotic for photography. This highland was so eclectic due to the fact that it is a main flow area in snow melt and rain. The length and depth of the carved sandstone was extraordinary and often led into abstract stone formations or twisted pines. It’s a place that will provide as a photography playground again and again.

Reward.

The day was fairly cloudy with scattered thunderstorms in the more mountainous areas of Southern Utah. I made my way up Cedar Canyon to 89 and then onto the 9 that leads to the east side of Zion. I was almost to the east entrance when I made the decision to turn back. Zion was just partly cloudy, and I thought it best to stick to the shooting the conditions in the higher elevations. I drove all the way back the way I came until I hit Duck Creek Pond. I looked up to the sky and saw no ospreys, hawks, or eagles. I knew something would eventually come to catch a meal, so I set up my tripod and waited.

Final.

Elevation.

Chance.

The day was covered with a moody atmosphere and blizzard-like conditions in the higher elevations of Southern Utah. The lower elevations of Zion were fairly overcast with on and off showers, so I decided it’d be best to stick to the Duck Creek area. I drove up to the pond/lake and instantly saw the bald eagle in one of its usual spots. The conditions were brutal; pelting snow, slush covered roads, and high winds. All these conditions caused the landscape to fall quiet. Passing cars became a rarity, and any sound made by me was amplified.

Access.

Force.

I went to Zion in rainy conditions with the intention of shooting compositions of saturated landscapes, or maybe some moody conditions. I decided that I wanted to stick to the east side, and avoid the main canyon shuttle during the downpour. While the shuttle is great for parking congestion in the canyon, it’s not necessarily photography friendly. Hauling a bunch of gear in wet conditions with less options for stops isn’t the most ideal. I made my way up the switchbacks of SR-9 past the Mt. Carmel Tunnel into the east side. The carved sandstone glistened in the soft light poking through the layers of grey rain cloud.

Self.

It was a sunny, beautiful day and my mental state was calm. I relaxed with some coffee and lunch on a boulder around the bend in the Temple of Sinawava area where this heron is often perched. I made my way to the riverbank and saw the heron in one of its usual spots. I made my way closer and closer and felt as if the heron remembered me in a way. I planted my tripod on a boulder about 15 feet away from the heron and set up this composition. I opted for this composition because I love the way the sandstone walls catch the direct sunlight. To me, the light clears up the muddled landscape of the background and adds depth. I mainly wanted to try and get the closest shot I could without making the heron uncomfortable, and I feel that this was the prime distance for both of us.

Outliers.

Powerful.

The day was mostly clear with the occasional high cloud. My mind was relatively clear as well, with the occasional demon questioning everything I’m doing. They’re getting easier to ignore with consistent time in the outdoors though. I felt I needed Zion, so I headed into the main canyon and scouted for scenes. I was mainly looking for scenes that would do well in the snowy conditions coming up next week. I found one scene that I was happy with, but I ultimately wanted to wade through the river for the rest of the afternoon. There’s nothing quite like walking through the Virgin River in the main canyon. It’s a sensory overload that gives me a unique feeling of calm. The sound, look, and feeling on my feet of the rushing water is as powerful to me as it is powerful to the creation of Zion.

Structure.

Growing.

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Potential.

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Summer has been a struggle. Minimal conditions and absent wildlife make for a drought in possibilities, not to mention the zoo of people and overgrown greenery hiding the intimate subjects. Thankfully, summer is on its way out. I went to Zion this past Thursday to check up on how the fall color was coming along. I started the day by visiting a side wash that I explored a bit on a prior visit, but I couldn’t fully remember its potential. I made it to the area I turned around at before, but this time I continued to climb higher into the wash. Eventually, after some risky scrambling onto high sandy cliffs, I was forced to turn around at a wall of boulders too massive to climb. The exploration felt needed, but in the end the wash was sparse in photo potential.

Inspiration.

Yesterday.

Appearance.

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Vulnerable.

It was partly cloudy to the north and more overcast weather to the south, so I avoided Zion. Plus with SR-9 closed, there’s no access to the east side. I decided I’d head up Cedar Canyon to Duck Creek Pond, with my main focus on Highway 89 to try and find some wildlife. Just as I was passing the pond I noticed a large bird that looked like a Great Blue Heron from afar. I parked, grabbed my camera, and moved in closer to see white feathers on the bird’s head which can only mean one thing for this area.

Navigating.

It was a perfectly clear, warm day in Zion and I decided to hit up the east side for some exploration. I parked and made my way into a wash that appears from above the road to be inaccessible. Sheer sandstone walls are connected only by a narrow wash that is cluttered with cottonwoods and pines. Most visitors just drive right on by. Once down in the wash, it’s a pleasant hike to a rather cozy set of slots. Each of the slots had a floor of quicksand, and at one point I thought I might have to turn back due to steep walls and slick ridges. I pushed on up the muddy ridge, and descended into this carved area of sweeping rose colored sandstone. It was a place that seemed so unique to the east side, yet all the elements made it familiar and defined its beauty.

Behavior.

The day was perfectly clear, but my mind was struggling quite badly. I hate to sound like a broken record, but photography and mental health do go hand in hand for me. I didn’t really know where to go that day. I headed up Cedar Mountain but then soon turned around and made my way through Cedar Canyon. I just felt confused and in desperate need to get some sort of photo that day.

Elements.

Timeless.

The day was partly cloudy with a calm, cool breeze throughout the washes of Zion’s east side. I visited this scene hidden away near the end of my favorite obstacle ridden wash. This was the third time I visited this scene, and I spent about three hours waiting for the best light and fine tuning my composition. I opted for this composition due to the reflected light from the wall directly to the east. Light bounces around this small slot of sweeping sandstone, guiding the eye to the two boulders sat in the nook between two walls. It was a cozy, and comfortable moment.

Retain.

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Giddy.

It was a strange day mentally and weather wise. The day was clear, cold, and exhausting for my mind. I felt I needed Zion, but I was unmotivated to make the journey that day. I needed a more immediate route to the outdoors in order to calm down. I decided to head up the canyon that leads into the mountains closest to me. I wanted to explore the back ways hoping to find a way to enter the locations I generally shoot from spring to fall. I failed to find a back way as I found that all the roads into the locations were closed for the winter. I was disappointed, but still happy with the time I spent out exploring and learning from it. As well as that, my mind found peace from the simple journey made into the outdoors.

Assumption.

Parallels part/2

Character.

The day was extremely rainy across Southern Utah, with consistent low cloud. I was excited to shoot the wet conditions in Zion, but also cautious about shooting in them as well. I arrived to a heavy downpour throughout the park. The Virgin River had a roaring flow of muddy debris from upper canyon. The towering sandstone walls were beautifully saturated and scattered with waterfalls. The main canyon was an unbelievable, stunning sight to see.

Emerge.

The day was fairly clear in Zion, but in time some high altitude haze rolled in and diffused the direct light. I spent a few hours walking through the washes of the east side looking for any fresh scenes of mud, but nothing really caught my eye. I decided I’d head back to a slot near the tunnel that has provided time and time again. I thought that I had found everything it had to offer, but among the cracked mud I saw something new.

A start. 

Elation.

Zion was blanketed in snowy conditions for the majority of the day until the later afternoon when the weather calmed down. My mind was doing alright, and I was excited to just be out shooting. I arrived planning to shoot pleasant wintry scenes, but plans quickly changed. I stumbled upon the Great Blue Heron and spent about 3 hours following it back and forth between Big Bend and the Temple of Sinawava. It was an absolute joy to wade through the river trying to frame a composition of the gorgeous heron. Unfortunately, I was not able to capture anything I was looking for, but I loved getting the miles in. It was both elating and peaceful.

Lonesome.

Obstacles.

Complexities.

Listen.

Process.

Relaxed.

Building.

The day was fairly overcast so I thought it’d be best to head up Cedar Canyon in search of wildlife. I hit up Highway 89 and drove just past the Alton turnoff when I spotted a massive nest with a hawk perched atop. I parked quickly and rushed to get my camera into position when I realized that the hawk was in the process of building the nest. I slowed down everything I was doing, planted my tripod on the hill next to the busy highway, and waited. Eventually a second hawk turned up with a supply of sticks and twigs for the nest, and I took the shot.

Quaint.

The day was perfectly clear and on the warmer side. My mental state struggled heavily in the morning, and it was difficult for me to remain motivated and inspired. I started out in Zion, but made the quick decision to leave due to a lot of little things going wrong. I made my way to Highway 89 and headed north towards Bryce Canyon right down the road. My main goal was to shoot one of the many bald eagles in the area. On this stretch of highway it’s easy to spot a few, but difficult to capture them. While I did grab a quick shot of one, I still want more practice on their behavior and movement.

Presence.

The sky was filled with hazy high cloud, but the sun tried its best to poke through occasionally. My mind was doing pretty well at the end of my time in Zion, but was struggling at the start. After a bit of exploration in the east side, I decided I wanted to head into the main canyon. I made my way down the hairpin turns to Canyon Junction and found that the main canyon was temporarily closed. Heavy visitor traffic caused a short supply of parking, but eventually I was able to head in and make my way to the Temple of Sinawava area.

Exist.

Slow.

The day was partly cloudy and uneventful for the most part. I started the day in the east side of Zion looking for scenes with reflected light, but the high altitude haze diffused the light a bit too much. I decided to head out and make my way up to Duck Creek in search of wildlife. I arrived to a crowded lake of people fishing, but I noticed in the distant tree line a group of about 6-7 Night Herons. I popped on my hip waders and moved in as slowly as possible trying my best to keep them calm. Within 20 feet they felt my presence, and the whole group moved further down the creek one by one. I knelt down behind a large bush of gnarled sticks and tried focusing on one of the heron high up on a branch of a pine. I missed the shot as the heron flew off, but just as it did an adorable Western Tanager quickly perched on a stick in the large bush right in front of me. These tanagers are easy to spot with their brightly colored feathers, but are tough to shoot due to how much they bounce around the bushes. It makes autofocus pretty much impossible. The light casted softly through the bush onto the tanager’s face, and it stayed with me for about a minute as it sang and chirped. I opted for this shot due to the side profile of the tanager, and how it seemed to be giving me a little grin.

Shifts.

Giants.

Common.

Simple.

I started out the day in Zion, but the conditions were miserable and dull. I was expecting some low cloud or rainy conditions, but partially wet sandstone and a slightly more saturated landscape were all Zion had to offer. To top it all off, my mind wasn’t doing so hot. A lot of demons were creeping up in my mind making me second guess everything. I left Zion and made my way through the canyon pass into the mountains closest to my home. The canyon was covered with fog and coated with frost. It was a stunning winter wonderland.

Blemishes.

The day was scorching hot and crystal clear over the east side of Zion. Normally I don’t go to Zion on the weekends in the summer season due to the crowds, but that day I felt compelled to lose myself in the washes. I spent the day in a stretch of wash that doesn’t see much visitor traffic, mainly because there are few pullouts for parking along the stretch, and visitors tend not to explore much beyond the more iconic sights. The time in the wash felt odd, I think odd is the best way I can put it. I walked the length I wanted to, but ultimately the light wasn’t working with the wash. I became fixated on a rock face in direct light for no reason, and I then moved onto a scene of a boulder in mud that I tried to hard to make work. After failing with those two scenes I decided to make my way back to my car and reset a bit. I passed an area that pools water after a good rain and I saw some deep cracked mud. When I passed the first time the area was in direct light, but walking back I found it more compelling.

Rest.

Reason.

Plan/Scout.

It was a clear and warmer winter day in Zion. My mental state was shaky to say the least throughout the day, but I felt more stable near the end. I started the day by checking on the ice near Canyon Junction, but due to the warmer temperatures the ice was non-existent in the area. I decided to scout out a spot I’ve always wanted to explore near the Zion Museum. There’s a ridge that overlooks the classic view of the Towers of the Virgin, and I wondered if I’d be able to find a shot. I hiked up the game trails to the top and relaxed on a boulder that was bathed in sunlight. I sat and watched the snow fall from the peaks in the distance like small, brief waterfalls. While I couldn’t find a composition, I was at least able to find a peaceful moment for myself.